Lyric

I keep missing calls from a life I don’t remember

Every room still holds a version of my name

I’ve been wearing someone else’s expectations

Smiling like it’s something I was born to fake

I’m not afraid of falling anymore

I’m tired of acting like I’m still climbing

If I disappear inside the ordinary

Would anybody feel the empty space?

Maybe I was never chasing freedom

Just looking for a place to drop the weight

I’m still here

But I don’t know where “here” is anymore

The future speaks in words I can’t translate

Every promise feels too heavy in my hands

I stopped asking if this ever gets better

Now I only ask if I can understand

Maybe healing doesn’t look like sunlight

Maybe it’s just learning not to run

Maybe every broken piece I’m hiding

Has been quietly becoming someone

If tomorrow never learns my story

I’ll leave my heartbeat in the sound instead

Not to save the ones who never saw me

Just to prove I wasn’t only in my head

I’m still here

Even if I don’t know what that means