Lyric

Every time I blink, the world turns white

Living behind a screen of frosted glass

The blurry edges melt into the night

Watching the hours slip away so fast

Staring at a cup of lukewarm coffee

My thoughts are thick, swimming in oil

The to-do list is just a distant ghost

Left in the corner, gathering dust in soil

A dull throbbing rhythm in my head

Pressure building up behind my eyes

Turning my back on the blinding light outside

Closing the curtains, staying in bed

My motivation dried up long ago

Sinking deep into this heavy apathy

I don’t want to do a thing, don’t want to speak

Just let me fade into the fog, you see

Lost in the misty sea

Laughter echoing from the room next door

Someone else’s happy, busy feet

It all feels like a different planet’s lore

While gravity drags me straight into the floor

I just want to sleep

I just want to numb the mind

Let tomorrow’s me fix tomorrow’s mess

Even hope feels like a heavy weight to find

Just let me leave the world behind

My motivation dried up long ago

Sinking deep into this heavy apathy

I don’t want to do a thing, don’t want to speak

Just let me fade into the fog, you see

Lost in the misty sea

Blurring out

Fading away

The lights and sounds are drifting far

The fog in my brain won't clear today

Goodnight, just let me stay