

Morning came in tired
I stood up anyway
Put my face together
And entered the day
The sink was full
The phone was bright
I answered one message
Like that made me fine
The street was too much
The voices were near
I kept walking straight
With pressure in my ears
Nothing broke open
No one could tell
I looked like a person
Who handled it well
That was the trick
That was the cost
I made it through the doorway
I made it through the noise
I made it through the small talk
With a borrowed voice
I made it look ordinary
I made it look clean
But getting through something
Does not mean peace
Then one little question
Landed wrong in my chest
Nothing dramatic
Just one more test
I smiled too quickly
I lost my place
The whole day leaned forward
Behind my face
I did not fall
I just went thin
I made it through the hallway
I made it through the light
I made it through the evening
By leaving myself inside
I made it look easy
I made it look safe
But surviving the day
Still takes something away
Do not call it strength
When nothing else was allowed
Do not call me calm
When I only turned down
I was not okay
I was not gone
I was a small room
Keeping the lights on
I made it to the ending
I made it to my door
I took off the face
I could not wear anymore
No crash, no rescue
No visible pain
Just one more day
Almost Managed Again
- Lyricist
Tovin Ashke
- Composer
Sacha Elwin
- Producer
Tovin Ashke
- Vocals
Tovin Ashke

Listen to Almost Managed Again by Tovin Ashke
Streaming / Download
- 1
Volume Left On
Tovin Ashke
- 2
The Light Would Not Step Back
Tovin Ashke
- 3
Skin Under Weather
Tovin Ashke
- 4
Every Room Too Near
Tovin Ashke
- 5
No Filter for the Day
Tovin Ashke
- 6
Small Talk, Sharp Edges
Tovin Ashke
- 7
I Kept the Reaction Down
Tovin Ashke
- 8
The Ceiling Was Too Awake
Tovin Ashke
- 9
A Body With No Mute
Tovin Ashke
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Almost Managed Again
Tovin Ashke
- 11
No Lower Setting
Tovin Ashke
Tovin Ashke's second album, No Lower Setting, explores a world that cannot be turned down, where light, sound, touch, and information arrive too strongly while the body tries to stay composed.
