Lyric

I wanted my own castle

And built it my own, carefully

They had a dazzling sparkle

Showing outside the window

Sometimes I have a feeling

The snowy landscape adds to it

Room air colder than usual

Going into my deep soul

I am like a child afraid of ghosts

The chain of the past, still binds me strong

As countless sadness, distress, all sickness

In the dreams of depressing trip

How can I fill in something missing

I don't still see anything inside

I bet it’s too late and it’s so away

Maybe something decisive isn’t here

How can I fill in something missing

I don't still see anything inside

I bet it’s too late and it’s so away

Maybe something I know isn't in me

I wanted my own bottle

And made it my own, so many

They had a dazzling sparkle

Showing inside the crystal

Now I see endless ditches

Empty containers add to it

But I've been certain for years

That this sensation is real

Too many repeated excuses to hide

So I lost my words and voice

My mind will leap, fall, turn, and split in two

One by one, fading my identity

In the dreams of depressing trip

How can I fill in something missing

I don't still see anything inside

I bet it’s too late and it’s so away

Maybe something decisive isn’t here

How can I fill in something missing

I don't still see anything inside

I bet it’s too late and it’s so away

Maybe something I know isn't in me

Refill the spit on tongue

Spell this silence

And poison is crawling to me

So I'm hiding behind the shell

How can I fill in something missing

I don't still see anything inside

I bet it’s too late and it’s so away

Maybe something decisive isn't here

How can I fill in something missing

I don't still see anything inside

Does empty heart feel anything inside?

Maybe something you know today