Lyric

Standing alone thinking bout jumping out of

This town where I feel so below of the surface

All that I know and the things that I learn are all

Disappointing, baby stop

It's been a few years have I changed am I the same

Thought that i was different never knew I wasn't sane

Decisions never easy always overthink my actions

When will time ease the pain just like everyone says

I just found where my habits have gone

I just found why this routine seems so fond

If I threw it all away

Would I find myself and stay

Would I write better songs, better times

All of the good that I do are all self satisfactory

Am I a hypocrite superficial

And all of the bad that I do make me hate myself

Self destruction makes me feel alive

I don't know where I'm from

In the end am I a traitor

Momma tell me please

Am I still a failure

Running out of time but I'm still tied up

By the persona I'm trying to be

Isn't romance dead yet? Is your ego fed yet?

I never really smile do you think that I'm a threat I bet!

Looking at my phone every day every night

Tryna fill up the void with emotions I avoid

I just found where my habits have gone

I just found why this routine seems so fond

If I threw it all away

Would I find myself and stay

Would I write better songs, better times

Just woke up with the feeling of you

All I want is to leave and to run

No matter where I go will it still be no fun

God I hate how I'm pessimistic yet

You can't tell

I just found where my habits have gone

I just found why this routine seems so fond

If I threw it all away

Would I find myself and stay

Would I write better songs, better times