Lyric

Hey…

Can you hear me?

I’m still here…

Even if I wanna disappear

Pink nails hiding all my scars

Smiling while my inside turns dark

Saying “I’m okay” again tonight

Trying to stay cute while losing fights

Mirror in the night shows my face

Feels like someone far away

Getting better at acting strong

While all my real thoughts stay locked

Tell me why…

The softer I love, the more I break inside

Wanna trust but I’m terrified

So I look away again tonight

Crying but I cover it with lies

Falling apart but still survive

This love feels like it could fade away

How much more until my heart just breaks?

Acting like I’m used to being ignored

Keeping cool like it doesn’t hurt anymore

But every lonely night alone

That’s when the real me starts to show

She’s smiling on my timeline feed

Why’s everybody happier than me?

Don’t wanna compare again

But I’m trapped inside this endless game

Every time I say “I’m done tonight”

I still catch myself holding on too tight

Crying but I cover it with lies

Falling apart but still survive

This love feels like it could fade away

How much more until my heart just breaks?

Crying but I hide it tonight

But another endless night

Every memory breaks my inside

Can’t we go back?

Back to those days

When we still knew how to smile again

If I could say “I’m over you”

Maybe everything would hurt less too

But your kindness and your love

Still remain inside my heart

Even when I try forgetting you

The pain keeps cutting through

Wanna move on but I still can’t leave

So I’m standing here again

Crying but I cover it with lies

Falling apart but still survive

This love feels like it could fade away

How much more until my heart just breaks?

Hands covering both my eyes

Pretending that I’m feeling fine

Said I never needed you

But I still want you here tonight

Crying but I cover it with lies

Still breathing, still alive

Even broken I still wanna try

To look ahead just one more night

I’m still here…

Can’t disappear

Still survive…

Never ending