Lyric

The moment that I've been waiting for, it just goes away

Only thing remained I should say "So much tragedy beneath us now."

So much tragedy beneath us now

When is the end of this?

No one is saved, no blood in broken spine

I wish I was good enough

So much tragedy beneath us now

I hate the way I found with the preaching you told

So I don’t know the end of this

There're no days went by I don't think about setting me free

I put my heartstrings on the grave, cuz they remind myself my weakness, shit

I understand I shouldn’t go this far

I'll never find the way home

If you could hear me, get me outta here

Going through the hardest time and hardest part, that never be my strength to walk alone

This is hard, hard to let it go

My paralyzed hands with this cold just hardly melts

Nobody feels the same way I find it hard being through the life

I’m just shaking in front of the mirror

This is hard to let it go and never comes back to me

Patiently breathing underneath

After crying, it's hard to breathe in

Town light seems too far from here

And I told myself that I won't make it

I thought it was a metaphor making me feel that I'm in company

Fix all before I get old, but somebody told me that'll be mold

When will I see the end of this hopeless place?

They caught me in their eyes and never let me go

My insecurity allowed my mind ravaged

My positivity let me down and I hardly rise above

Set me free

I've got enough

Everything I've been told made me think about to set me free

It just stops and goes

Nothing comes to my mind but to set me free

Why am I the one who's suffering?

Why am I the one who’s on sinking ship?

The cold air soak into me and it feels like I'm alive

I’ve just found some vacant homes

Breaking down those constructions, back to my purity

I’ve knocked it all til I start to bleed

That will never and ever be my place to escape

I’ve just become so numb. And it heals, the pain won’t go away

I tried to let it go, that never let me go

Every matter on the inside, I know

I know

This is the last line for this note

At the end not this, I’ll go to fucking sleep

Hopefully no one finds this note cause I sound like so miserable

This is the end