not to be

I'm supposed to be here. Even in front of people I absolutely hate. I want to vanish right now -that's the kind of suffocating place I find myself in. Since I can't actually disappear, I put on as calm a facade as possible,
combining sheer willpower with endurance, and play the part of someone who isn't me. Even if I want to run away, my body is here. And there are plenty of reasons why I have to stay here. That's why, even when I'm not myself, I try to fight on as that version of myself.This rock song expresses the feelings I have when the "me" who should naturally be inside me is absent. The 11th single, "not to be" was released on Thursday, May 28