Lyric

I put on a mask making myself believe it's who I was

No longer reaching anyone line repeating deep in my mind

Turning nights I couldn't swallow into laughter

Two waves that never meet together in my head

My heart lies at the bottom of a cold well

“Is this me?”

Unspoken, unseen by anyone Just playing, just pretending

Drowning tremors in booze and cigarettes

Each embrace erases it

My warmth and my illusion

Hearing voices that sound happy

The sound of my spine creaking

“I'm sorry for being alive”

The face reflected in the window was distorted like a stranger's

My mother's prayers never reach me

A phantom light at the water's edge

My true feelings sleep like a corpse

Sinking into sleepless nights

Even if I scream, not even an echo returns