Lyric

Deep sorrow, a sinking sky

Everything turned white to the eye

If I let it all swallow me whole

Will I forget the loss in my soul?

I wonder if it’ll all just fade away

Faintly crossing my mind

Fragments of memory I find

I can't even tell the light from the dark

What was I thinking? What left a mark?

Even now, I still don’t understand

The words that you directed at me

The signals I sent for you to see

They were such trivial things, you know

That was all, just a simple flow

But back then, I didn't know at all

That such cold nights were bound to fall

So I just kept acting like I was fine

Toughing it out, along the line

Long silence, a dark room

Wrapped in blackness and gloom

Lying here in my bed alone

Still unable to sleep on my own

I feel like the darkness is swallowing me

The more I struggle to crawl out

The more the nightmares wrap about

I can't escape this heavy chain

Even though I know I can't go back again

The anxiety still tightens its grip on me

Waves of despair that never end

Ebbing and flowing around the bend

I feel like I’m going to drown in the deep

I still can't breathe, the hill is too steep

Ah, the night sky is so beautiful and clear

But it feels like I can't reach it from here

I’m the only one left behind in the night

I know that everything looks the same

Nothing has changed but your name

Everything is the same as it was before

It’s just that you’re not here anymore

I’ve known for a long, long time

That there isn't even a glimmer of hope

If there’s an encounter, there’s a goodbye

Connected by a spark, then lost in a sigh

Vanishing so easily, just like that

That’s just how it is, where we’re at

But you know... thank you

The reason I can stay as "Me" right now

Is all because of you, somehow

I will never forget