

こんな私は嫌いですか?
こんな私と一緒は嫌ですか?
私、起きるのがいつもツラいです
私、お風呂に入るの面倒です
私、他人との約束、重荷と感じます
私、できればずっと部屋から出たくないです
私、大声で話しされると怖くなります
私、ときどきモノにイライラぶつけます
私、人生がとても不安です
こんな私ってヘンですよね?
自分もよく分かりません
一日一日を生きるだけで一苦労です
ああああーあーあー
普通の人がなんでもないことを
思い切らないと始められない
だから基本なにもしない
中途半端で終わるから
毎日見てる風景は
基本、いつも灰色です
時間は無情に流れるだけですね
ああああーあーあー
他の人と、関わり持つの怖いです
だから私を嫌ってください
毎日見てる風景は
基本、いつも灰色です
時間は無情に流れるだけですね
ああああーあーあー
- Lyricist
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- Composer
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- Producer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
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- Programming
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Listen to Confession by Spectra_syndrome
Streaming / Download
- 1
Find me here I am
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- 2
Dress you up with my love
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- 3
Feeling Alive
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- 4
The Story of How We Met
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- 5
Stairway to an Unpromised Heaven
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- 6
Wings Bringing Dreams
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- ⚫︎
Confession
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- 8
My Sin
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- 9
An Innocent Prayer
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- 10
Rest in peace between the Memory Tree
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We are all unique individuals, irreplaceable by anyone else. No one can entirely understand or relive another person's emotions, experiences, or the life story they've woven. Yet, empathy allows us to connect. If any of the diverse emotions embedded within these songs resonate with you, as the creator, that would be my greatest hope.
For this collection, I deliberately included a wide variety of styles-songs with upbeat vibes, melancholic melodies, English lyrics, and Japanese lyrics. However, to keep the album from feeling scattered, I followed one unifying rule in its creation. Can you figure out what it is?
About the Reboot Version: This album has been re-registered with changes to the tracklist and song order from the original version, which is currently no longer available for streaming.
Artist Profile
Spectra_syndrome
Born in a remote part of Hokkaido, I work as an electronics engineer by profession. Alongside engaging in creative activities such as still and video photography, I started teaching myself songwriting and composition about two years ago. This album features pieces that transform my concepts, lyrics, and arrangements into music using generative AI.
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