Lyric

At the bottom of the gray ocean I awake

All that's left is a memory, of regret and the way I had always been in pain

Aimlessly wandering existence, and no matter how far I go, it all remains the same

The remnants of our kind put my mind at ease, unknowing

Images flashing through my mind but don't make sense

Not even sure I want to relive it again

All the joy that I recall is false, and means nothing now

The blue of dawn, a sunrise beyond no sun

My memories that can't find emotion

One tells my failure

One says I'll do better

Will there even be a next time?

All that i can do is sit with my thoughts

I can't remember

Don't want to remember a thing

At the bottom of the ocean they come flooding back

Begin to overlap

Starting to wonder if I did this to myself

Apocalypse was self-inflicted

Events play in reverse now, a part of me has shifted

A part of me has shifted back in place

This body I'm in doesn't feel like its my own

Disconnected mind made up of nothing i know

I've been fighting all along

I can't be forgiven

Though I've done nothing wrong

Still can't be forgiven

My answers have been here all along

But none are forgiving

But will they forgive me?

The last thing I remember was the sun set hand in hand

I just want to see that world once more, and I know its there

A blue ocean, light below the surface sun

My memories are swallowed by emotion

Some told my failures

Some said I'll get better

Even if there is no next time

All that i can do is sit with my thoughts

It's you I remember

Its you I'm remembering