Ambivalent

I don't expect anything.
I don't believe in miracles.
Yet something refuses to disappear.

Ambivalent portrays the contradiction of moving forward without fully believing in hope.

Mornings that start without consent.
Exhaustion in predictable routines.
Expressionless days, like preserved specimens.

Not strong enough to rebel against the world.
Not broken enough to give up completely.

A mixture of despair and hope.
The fusion of black and white.
Breathing in the narrow space between worst and best.

This is not a positive song.
But it's not fully negative either.

It's about that undefined feeling that surfaces even when you don't believe.

Neither affirming nor denying it-
just letting it exist, and giving it sound.