ずっと酔っ払ってたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
すべて忘れたい
このまま 死にたい
できれば丁寧に暮らしたい
朝は白湯とか飲みたい
でも実際はベランダで smoke time
真逆行く私 情けない
できればオーガニックとか食べたい
Chillなmusicとかかけたい
でもリアルは二日酔い動けない
ベッドの中でまた後悔
インスタ見て落ち込むNight
”ちゃんと”なんてできない
お酒飲めば
Alright！
Alright alright・・・
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
すべて忘れたい
このまま 死にたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
心も身体も麻痺らせたい
本音も嘘もごちゃ混ぜたい
ほんとは誰かに認められたい
できれば理想通り生きたい
結婚 出産も期待
でもいざ好きだっていうと黙る
ヤリモク男にまた騙される
できればハイボール１本で止めたい
いい塩梅でおやすみなさい
でも乾杯後ワインもう１杯
ボトル空っぽまだ物足りない
みんな送ってる キラキラライフ
私とはまるで違う世界
ブリジットはダメでもかわいい
なんて嫉妬 しょうもない
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
すべて忘れたい
このまま 死にたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
泣きたい時も笑ってたい
誰かの胸で眠ってたい
ほんとは自分で立っていたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
ずっと酔っ払ってたい
すべて忘れたい
このまま 死にたい
ずっと歌ってたい
ずっと踊ってたい
こんな私を
誰か 許して・・・
- Lyricist
Yumi Ishikawa
- Composer
Yumi Ishikawa
- Producer
Yumi Ishikawa
- Vocals
Yumi Ishikawa
- Adapter
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Yumi Ishikawa
Artist Profile
Yumi Ishikawa
Born in Gifu, Japan. Based in Tokyo. Yumi Ishikawa is a Japanese writer, activist, and musician. She began her career in the entertainment industry immediately after graduating from high school. In 2017, she publicly spoke out about sexual violence within the industry, and in 2019 launched the social movement #KuToo, which was nominated for Japanese Buzzword Awards Top 10. She was selected as one of the BBC 100 Women 2019. While continuing her work as a writer, speaker, and podcaster, Ishikawa began creating music as part of her personal healing and recovery process. She started her musical activities with the unit Koen de Chill, a project that aims to dissolve the boundaries between social activism and artistic expression. Appearing at rallies and demonstrations, the group performs songs that move between political reality and personal emotion. In 2026, she released her first solo single, Zutto Yopparatteitai (I Want to Stay Drunk Forever). Moving freely across genres, Ishikawas music explores trauma, loneliness, and the process of healing through honest, unembellished lyrics and intimate soundscapes. With published books and international media features, she continues to work across both language and music as forms of expression.
