僕が殺した自分自身の
考えを歌に変えて
あの時何したら
あとどうしたら
苦し紛れの嘘つかずに済んだ
僕を恨んだ自分自身の
悩み事歌に変えて
なりたくない大人
なりたい大人
どっちもどっちで自分自身だ
ずっと気になってたんだ
モラルはいつから減り始めるんだ
禿げて太っているフリーター
こうはならないに
リーチかかったけど
ちゃんと社会人
税金払い
反社会的思想も胸はって言えるよ
10代の方がちゃんとしてる職場で
2年間も働いてる
虐待して笑ってるパイセン
彼女に笑うことを強要しないで
自分の正義を疑う事ぐらい
辛い事なんてそんなに無いんだぜ？
俺は負け犬だから吠える
君は正しい他が間違ってる
戸惑う気持ち凄く分かる
クズにされる説教は傷に響く
僕が殺した自分自身の
考えを歌に変えて
あの時何したら
あとどうしたら
苦し紛れの嘘つかずに済んだ
僕を恨んだ自分自身の
悩み事歌に変えて
なりたくない大人
なりたい大人
どっちもどっちで自分自身だ
破滅したくて夢を見た過去
平然と否定してた平穏を熱望
規定に添って息をする大人が嫌いで
アイテム集めては噎せた
大嫌いだった光ってる言葉の
本質に気付き息継ぎができて
後ろめたさと寄り添った夜道は
糞みたいな正義が横行していた
いわゆるステータスを振りかざして
愛は無いくせにハリボテが笑う
人間はアクセじゃなくて世界だろ？
金持ってないから言葉は軽いか？
信じるままやるレッテルと笑え
現実不名誉余裕の面だぜ
熱量を疑うマインドを疑え
糞なら燃やして倍にして上がれ
借金を通して優しさを知る夜
シャブ中の涙が今になり分かる
許せる人間の情に救われて
俺達は理想に向けてぶち上がる
僕が殺した自分自身の
考えを歌に変えて
あの時何したら
あとどうしたら
苦し紛れの嘘つかずに済んだ
僕を恨んだ自分自身の
悩み事歌に変えて
なりたくない大人
なりたい大人
どっちもどっちで自分自身だ
- Lyricist
TORAUMA, MAVEL
- Composer
TACT.
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blue frost
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BDC
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TSUBAKI2
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M.S.W
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Blue frost" is TORAUMA's first EP since moving his base of operations to Okinawa.
While living in Aomori, he was able to sort out his own mind and rethink what he really wanted to do, and decided to continue singing rap in order to survive. He was also invited by 604 rappers MAVEL and HANG to sing with them in Okinawa, after which he moved to Okinawa traveling in a light car and joined 604, where he has been ever since.
With this background, this EP depicts the friends he met during his two-year journey and TORAUMA's determination as a rapper with real emotions.
Spotify • The Pulse of J-Rap • 2 Dec 2023Artist Profile
TORAUMA
TORAUMA (Trauma) / Rapper Born in 1991, from Towada City, Aomori Prefecture. Affiliated with M.S.W and Final Weapon Company. Known for his versatile beat handling, human-centered lyrics chronicling the pain and struggles he has experienced in his own life, and his catchy hook sensibility. He discovered net rap in high school and began rapping at home. He then moved to the Kanto region, using his style of throwing himself into various challenges as his weapon. After returning to Aomori for two years, he was invited by Okinawa-based 604 rappers MAVEL and HANG to collaborate. He moved to Okinawa while traveling in a kei car and joined 604 in 2018. He later joined Final Weapon Company (FWC). His 2016 SoundCloud release TSUBAKI gained attention, and his music saw significant expansion following its 2020 release across major digital stores. In September 2022, he released the EP Blue frost as a self-introduction, followed by the EP Violet Traveler in October. In March 2021, he released his 1st album Sternbergia, marking the start of full-scale production leveraging his Okinawan base, including collaborations with Okinawan rapper MuKuRo. In 2023, TSUBAKI went viral on TikTok, propelling it to #3 on the iTunes and Apple Music Hip Hop/Rap charts in Japan and #1 on Billboard JAPAN Heatseekers Songs chart. Subsequently, the track surpassed 10 million streams on both Spotify and YouTube Music Video, cementing its status as his signature song and establishing a solid presence within the scene. In 2026, he plans to hold his first solo live concert, serving as a bridge between reflecting on the past and looking toward the future.
TORAUMAの他のリリース
MAVEL
Final Weapon Company
