Lyric

You ruined my makeup

After I dressed up nice for you

And I might be selfish

But I deserve to know the truth

You knew that I liked you

But I never told you cause I always knew

I covered up your cons with a filter

Now I got a fever try to crawl out of this

A world I never thought I’d enter

Thought this would end a little better

Now I’m hopeless for my future

I can’t tape up this damage with a band-Aid

You called up my phone on a Monday

A sorry won’t clear off my heart ache

You’re acting around me like nothing has happened is that how you wanted

Made me feel so unimportant

Crush the filter that’s on it’s uneven

Now I’m getting jealous of my past self it’s embarrassing

But were you satisfied with the time you had spent with me

Yes I do cherish the moments I had with you

It’s all I can think of what do I do

I covered up your cons with a filter

Now I got a fever trying to crawl out of this

I can’t tape up this damage with a band-Aid

You called up my phone on a Monday

A sorry won’t clear off my heart ache

You’re acting around me like nothing has happened is that how you wanted

Made me feel so unimportant

Crush the filter that’s on it’s uneven

Expectations back my mind it’s not reality

Can’t decide which face to put on when I have to see you

Call me 911 because it’s getting hard to breathe think I have to find a medicine to make me fall asleep

These past few days you ruined me ruined me

But I still want you here with me here with me

Oh these mixed feelings

I hate you I hate you I miss you