Lyric

The room is way too quiet tonight

Even the clock sounds like it knows

I'm holding my breath, pretending I'm fine

But my heartbeat tells the truth I hide

We learned how to talk without saying names

Safe words, soft smiles, staying in line

I kept my distance like it was a rule

But my eyes kept breaking it every time

I practiced excuses in the mirror

Just in case my voice would shake

I wore my armor like a karma

But it cracked when you looked my way

I know where this road should end

I know what I'm risking tonight

But every step I don't take feels heavier

Than crossing the line

I'm quietly falling where I shouldn't be

Saying I'm fine while you're killing me

I know it's wrong, I know I'll break

But my hands keep reaching when my heart starts to ache

You once felt too real in the dark

Like something I forgot I needed

I laughed it off, said "Don't worry"

But my breath was already defeated

Every promise I never made

Still felt like I was betraying someone

I hated how your silence was louder than anyone

I know this isn't love I should choose

I know what I'm about to lose

What the night keeps asking me

Who I am when I tell the truth

I'm quietly falling out of control

I'm losing what's left of my self-control

I know the cost, I see the end

But I still move closer every time you pretend

If time was kinder, if stars were aligned

Would I still be shaking just saying your name?

Tears don't fall, they just stay inside

Like I'm saving them for the moment I finally decide

I try to be strong, the strength feels fake

When every heartbeat is a mistake

I'm quietly falling

I'm quietly falling and now I can't stop

I knew it was wrong, but I still let it drop

Even if we can't go back

Even if I lose my way

I knew the truth

And I stayed

When the room goes silent again

And I'm alone with what I chose

I won't say I regret the night

I'll just say I loved you quietly the most

Quietly the most