Lyric

It used to fit, it used to be right

Now the ordinary is twisting out of sight

A monster woke up inside of me

Something dark I didn't want to see

I threw my feelings like stones in the dark

But nothing hit, and I missed the mark

Empty hands and a heart so hollow

Only the tears are left to follow

Drip, drop... the bitterness falls

Trapped inside these invisible walls

There's a monster living under my skin

I'm not asking for mercy for any sin

I threw my hopes, but they all fell short

I'm a sinking ship far away from the port

Fearing the world, fearing the ghost

Becoming the thing that I hated the most

Surrounded by darkness, losing my way

I’m fading into the shade of gray

I don't care! (But I know I do)

Throwing it away, just to get through

It's over... it's starting

The monster inside