Lyric

I told myself, "I'm fine."

But every quiet night

I feel you in the silence

Still

Coffee's cold, like my hands this morning

Smile's a mask that I'm barely holding

Passed your street, kept my eyes from turning

But my chest still burns like it just stopped raining

Laughed with friends, yeah, I played that part

But every joke just tears me apart

They said "You’ll heal", but forgot to say when

‘Cause I’m still stuck in “back then”

I still miss you, but I pretend I'm fine

Tell the world I'm healed, while I bleed inside

You're a ghost in the corners of my mind

Still haunts me, night after night

Your hoodie’s still by my windowpane

Worn and torn, but I can't throw it away

Heard your song on the late night train

Had to fake a cough just to hide the pain

You said, “Forever” – did you mean that word?

Or was it softer than I ever heard?

I replay “goodbye” like a broken beat

On repeat, with no relief

Maybe you're smiling, maybe you moved on

But I’m still here, pretending I’m strong

If you’re listening, I hope you know

I never wanted to let you go

I still miss you, but I pretend I'm fine

Tell the world I'm healed, while I bleed inside

You're a ghost in the corners of my mind

Still haunts me, night after night

Maybe someday I’ll forget your name

But not today

No—not today