Lyric

I don't know if it's because I'm a little older

But I finally learned about myself

It's strange that I can't even remember your name

Is this what it means to be an adult?

Whenever I talk about the past

I count how many things I've lost

I count the days I've lost

But I can't even remember that

My heart is always missing

So lost, I'm faded

I think I'm losing my mind now

I didn't even remember you

I couldn't remember you

It's not the same at all

I lied to you

I felt like a traitor

I'm a traitor

It's not the same at all

You make me so happy

I'm selfish

Whenever I talk about the past

I count how many things I've lost

I count the days I've lost

But I can't even remember that

My heart is always missing

So lost, I'm faded

I think I'm losing my mind now

I didn't even remember you

It's not the same at all

I lied to you

I felt like a traitor

I'm a traitor

It's not the same at all

You make me so happy

I'm selfish

You make me so happy

I'm selfish