Lyric

I told a lie, I know it now

Words that I never should’ve allowed

I approached you with a hollow grin

Acting light, hiding the "Love" within

You were so lonely, standing there

Reaching out hands, unaware

Deep inside my frozen chest

A sudden warmth was put to the test

The start was cruel, and oh so cold

But then the truth began to unfold

Seeing your eyes, so straight and gold

The world I was supposed to break apart

You turned it into light, right from the start

Even if everything began with a lie

The feelings became real, as time went by

The sky we watched together, just us two

That day, it looked a brilliant shade of blue

But with the truth left unsaid, deep inside

I locked my heart, with nowhere left to hide

With just the words "It’s okay," you see

So many times, you rescued me

I was the one closest to your side

Yet I’m the one who hurt your pride

I couldn't be honest, I couldn't be real

Too scared of what the truth might reveal

With every smile, the thorns grew deep

A harvest of sins I had to keep

If we had started differently back then

Would we have avoided the "if" and "when"?

Was this distance a test, again and again?

Hey, if I could go back to the start

I’d want to begin with an honest heart

The warmer our joined hands feel today

The more my tears start to fall away

Even when the mask finally fell

You didn't blame me, I can tell

But still, I feel I’m not the one

Not worthy of you, under the sun

I was so scared to believe in anything

In days like thin glass, fragile and thin

But the only thing I could trust, it's true

Was your voice, your hand, the kindness of you

Holding my shattered heart so tight

You just smiled at me, in the light

The wounds I couldn't tell a soul about

You accepted them all, without a doubt

I’m singing this feeling, loud and clear

The first real love I’ve ever held near

Born in the middle of a false disguise

The name of this warmth, I realize

Spring is coming, the night fades away

The cold wind feels gentle at the end of the day

The sky of that day floats back to my mind

Your tiny hand is the light that I find

The tears, the lies, the deep regret

Wasted? No, not a single one yet

Just by meeting you, I can see

I’ve changed into the "Me" I’m meant to be

"I love you..."

Now, finally, those words can set me free

"I love you."