Lyric

Sometimes I hate myself

I'm not quite the ideal

I envisioned myself to be

And every time I do, I feel self-loathing

And I'm rolling. Yeah

I'm tired of dragging my dead heart

I think I'm about to be attracted to sweet words

Tears comfort me, but they soon dry up

I never wanna let you go

But you

But you

But you

I wanna make you completely dependent

On me

On me

On me

Hey you say good bye, I sink in my bed

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight

Sometimes I hate myself

My emotion burn my brain stem, and I lose myself in the end

And every time I do, I speak of my ideals

And I get high off common sense

If I can't have it all, I do not want it all

There's no way I can say, "You're putting him before me."

Tears comfort me, but they soon dry up

I never wanna let you go

But you

But you

But you

I wanna make you completely dependent

On me

On me

On me

Hey you say good bye, I sink in my bed

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight