Lyric

Crafting has been my utopia

Gradually appeared

Creating all the grace

Hard to erase

The longing

Persuade me of this fate

I can’t help chasing the flames

And I tried

To raise my profoundness and dexterity

Feasibility of diving deep

A series of thoughts extends it

Harvest to absorb

Diligence and timidity

Interacting within me

Content to serve as a piece of debris

But meanwhile

Through micro universe

Flying without constraint

And I tried

To keep its sacredness and integrity

Willing to dye it in my identity

Accept all the pain to protect

The solitary bliss

It sparked a controversy over double standards

The world where I belong will cast my suffering aside

If mighty logic reveals my unruly thereafter

Will I still try to move forward

In paradoxical fields of betrayal?

The critical thinking I had acquired penetrated my mind and body

It exposed my own contradictions

It shook up my outlook on life

I betrayed myself for protecting the safety of my own micro universe

I’ve forsaken my dignity to prevent that space for creativity from being taken away

What was the price for a shallow piece of dreams?

In exchange for my internal satisfaction becoming exclusive to me

Have I lost ordinary happiness?

There is a life no one cares about

I decide to wear the stranger’s eyes

Time is both hope and pain

But without it, no possibilities and no creations would arise