歌詞

Scrolling through a thousand lives

Every smile a thin disguise

Tried to be the neon light

But I’m flickering tonight

Poured my heart into a trend

Act like I don’t break or bend

Put on glitter just to fade

Played the part, but I’m not paid

And I’ve been posing like a queen

While I’m tearing at the seams

Mirror says I’m picture-perfect

But I don’t know what it means

I’m bored of being cool, it’s such a losing game

Smile like I’m golden, but I’m drowning in the fame

Filter on my face, but my soul’s outta frame

Don’t need your rules, I’m dancing in the flame

Oh-oh, too much drip I’m slipping

Oh-oh, too much shine, I’m glitchin’

I don’t wanna flex, I just wanna feel

This ain’t a trend — it’s how I heal

Used to chase the dopamine

In a loop of silver screens

They said “fake it till you make”

Now I’m stuck in my own take

Talk in captions, not in truth

Lost the map back in my youth

Likes don’t mean I’m being seen

Just a ghost in in-between

Yeah I’ve been curating pain

Like it’s fashion for the fame

But my silence is the loudest

When I dance out of the frame

I’m bored of being cool, it’s such a losing game

Smile like I’m golden, but I’m drowning in the fame

Filter on my face, but my soul’s outta frame

Don’t need your rules, I’m dancing in the flame

Let me be raw, let me be wrong

Cracked and imperfect, still I belong

They sell the shine, but I want real

No more illusions — just let me feel

I’m bored of being cool, no more playing safe

I’ll wear my scars like diamonds on display

Burn the mask, let the ashes say my name

Don’t need your stage — I’ll light my own damn flame