歌詞

Thinking about it over again

I've lost the count of where and when

Just a few letters, a tiny phrase

Stuck in my mind for days and days

It shouldn't be a big deal at all

Nothing that matters, nothing so tall

But before I know it, tonight again

I’m staring at the ceiling, wondering when

"You're overthinking," they say with a smile

I nod and laugh, pretending for a while

But the wheel keeps turning inside my brain

Back into the loop of the same old pain

I don’t wanna waste my time on this

I don’t wanna dwell on what I miss

But I'm trapped here thinking all night through

Until the sky turns into blue

If I could just laugh and throw it away

Saying "it's stupid," at the end of the day

Oh, how much easier life would be

If I could just set my own mind free

Thinking about it over again

I want it to stop, but I don't know when

Even when I try to do something new

It wanders right back and comes into view

Even when talking and sharing a smile

With somebody else for a little while

At a random moment, out of the blue

It flashes right back, piercing me through

I don’t wanna waste my time on this

I don’t wanna dwell on what I miss

But I'm trapped here thinking all night through

Until the sky turns into blue

If I could just say "it doesn't matter now"

I wish I could do it, but I don't know how

Such a simple thing that anyone can do

Has become a wall I can't break through

A single small word that no one recalls

Building up high like invisible walls

I know it is foolish, I know it's a lie

Even I think so, as the hours go by

But the more I try to erase the sound

The louder it echoes, spinning around

I don’t wanna stop for a thing like this

I’m moving ahead past the dark abyss

Even if the answers are nowhere to find

I’m singing this song to leave it behind

Cross over the night that was wasted in vain

Head for tomorrow, outrunning the rain

Shaking off the noise inside my head

I’m breaking the loop today instead