

I knew the hallway
Before I knew the room
The light at the center
Never reached me too soon
There was a chair
But it was never mine
Just close enough
To look like being inside
I learned the corner
I learned the frame
Where to stand
When you said my name
Not near the door
Not near your bed
Somewhere quiet
That you could forget
I called the edge a place
Because outside felt too far
I called the shadow grace
Because it came from where you are
The Side I Was Given
Was never close to the center
But I stood there like it meant
You had made room for me
The Side I Was Given
Was a corner of your life
Not enough to call it love
Too close to call goodbye
I knew your table
But not your plans
The glass in my reach
But not your hand
I knew the silence
After guests had gone
The version of you
That did not last till dawn
No pictures kept me
No story made space
I was near your outline
Never in your place
You let me enter
Where the night was thin
But not the life
You were living in
I called the margin home
Because it had your light
I called it being known
Because you let me stay some nights
The Side I Was Given
Was never close to the center
But I stood there like it meant
You had made room for me
The Side I Was Given
Was a corner of your life
Not enough to call it love
Too close to call goodbye
Maybe you placed me there
Maybe I did not move
Maybe I made peace
With what I could not prove
Maybe I liked the edge
When the edge still touched your name
Maybe I feared the center
Would never feel the same
You gave me a side
And I called it room
I mistook the margin
For being close to you
The side I kept accepting
Was never close to love
But I stood there like a man
Who thought near was enough
The side I kept accepting
Was a corner I outgrew
Not enough to be chosen
Too close to be through
- 作詞者
Ostel Dain
- 作曲者
Cairn Bellor
- プロデューサー
Garron Veld
- ボーカル
Ostel Dain

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- 1
Kept Available
Ostel Dain
- 2
Your Almost
Ostel Dain
- 3
I Made Room for Less
Ostel Dain
- 4
No Right to Be Jealous
Ostel Dain
- 5
When You Had Time
Ostel Dain
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The Side I Was Given
Ostel Dain
- 7
Fine With the Terms
Ostel Dain
- 8
I Never Asked You to Stay
Ostel Dain
- 9
Easy to Keep
Ostel Dain
- 10
Hard to Choose
Ostel Dain
- 11
I Take My Name Back
Ostel Dain
『Within Your Maybe』は、誰かの曖昧さの中に収まるために、自分の望みを少しずつ小さくしていく男を描いた、冷たく乾いた大人のR&Bアルバム。
約束されたものは何もないのに、離れることもできない、名前のない関係を描いている。
Ostel Dainは、平気なふりをすること、少ない愛を受け入れること、いつでも呼ばれたら行ける状態でいること、そして気づいた時には、自分を「そばに置きやすいけれど、選ぶほどではない存在」にしてしまっていたことの静かな痛みを歌う。