

I don’t want safety, don’t want repair
I want the moment everything tears
Your hands could heal, but I beg them to break
Crack open the shell for desire’s sake
Let the fault lines spread through my chest
I’m starving for ruin, nothing less
Yesss… you feel that crack already?
Let it spread… deeper…
She wants it broken
You gonna give it to her?
Slow… but not for long…
I crave
The feeling
Of ruin
I crave the feeling of ruin, sweet and total
Walls crumbling, no survival manual
Let it shatter me piece by piece
Every fragment screaming release
Sub bass grinds the last defense down
Turning solid into sound
No fix, no mend, just glorious fall
I want it all—wreck it all
Ruin me... ruin me
Ruin me slow
Bones hum with the promise of snap
Your touch the hammer, my body the map
I lean into collapse like it’s home
Every fracture carves me a throne
No whisper of mercy, no soft goodbye
Just the ecstasy in saying “I die.”
Oh fuck yeah—break it! BREAK HER!
She’s begging for the crash—give it!
Deeper—harder—NO LIMITS!
Crowd—scream if you want ruin too!
RUIN! RUIN! LET’S GO!
I crave the feeling of ruin, wild and vicious
No aftermath, just delicious
Let the sub drop like a guillotine blade
Cutting clean through the charade
Feel the tremble turn to quake
Every scream a new mistake
I’m addicted to the final break
Ruin me now—don’t make me wait
Ruin... ruin
Ruin everything!
FASTER! HARDER! DESTROY IT ALL!
She’s on the edge—PUSH HER OFF!
Hands up—break the fucking floor!
RUIN! RUIN! SCREAM IT LOUDER!
Yeahhh—TOTAL COLLAPSE! NOW!
...Feel that?
The cracks are spreading
No going back
Embrace it
RUIN IT ALL!
This isn’t destruction—it’s salvation
Every piece lost is elevation
I was never whole—I was waiting
For ruin to set me free
Everybody—lose yourselves!
No survivors tonight!
She craves ruin—YOU crave ruin!
GIVE IT TO HER—BREAK EVERYTHING!
RUIN! RUIN! RUIN FOREVER!
I crave the feeling of ruin, crown the end
No beginning, no pretend
Let the bassline tear the sky apart
Ripping open every heart
Fragments flying, ecstasy in dust
In this wreckage I finally trust
Ruin me till nothing’s left to save
I’ll live inside the grave we made
Ruin... me
Ruin... us
Ruin... everything
- Lyricist
HAZUKI
- Composer
HAZUKI, Nobuaki HP
- Producer
HAZUKI
- Vocals
harchan2006
- Background Vocals
X-Clash Ghost

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I Crave the Feeling of Ruin (feat. X-Clash Ghost, harchan2006 & Luminous Angels)
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The latest release by Hazuki (HARA HAZUKI) and Nobuaki HP delivers a high-speed sound inspired by the Touhou Project dynamic atmosphere. Blending elements of Nightcore, Eurobeat, and Trance, and layered with DJ effects designed for the dance floor, this track captures both the intensity of the club and the fantasy of the night. With dazzling synths, driving kicks, and a gothic-tinged melodic line, the song radiates addictive energy that pulls listeners into its world. It is fast, dark, and euphoric a track built to ignite discos and clubs alike. Composed by Hazuki (HARA HAZUKI) & Nobuaki HP Experience the rush of speed, fantasy, and club euphoria all in one track.
Artist Profile
HAZUKI
HAZUKI (also known as Hazuki Hara) is a Japanese music producer and composer. Known for dark eurobeat, nightcore, and trance with fast-paced, fantastical and decadent soundscapes. JASRAC registered composer name: HAZUKI HARA
HAZUKIの他のリリース
Too Fast to Wait for Fingertips (feat. X-Clash Ghost, harchan2006 & Luminous Angels) HAZUKI
Desire Starts Slow (feat. X-Clash Ghost, harchan2006 & Luminous Angels) HAZUKI
Where Honey Turns Crooked (feat. X-Clash Ghost, Luminous Angels & ninosan2006) HAZUKI
Real or Fake Drop (feat. Nobuaki HP, harchan2006 & Luminous Angels) HAZUKI
X-Clash Ghost
harchan2006
Luminous Angels
HARA HAZUKI Sound Works