Lyric

Not a single word was ever said

But I felt the ending was already there

Even without an explanation

I knew that no one would ever ask

The night I realized everything

That no one would ever truly see

The depth of the sorrow inside of me

I only realized a little late

And that one truth was enough to break

The day I thought was set in stone

No matter how much I weep and mourn

There’s no one to hold the heart that’s torn

Everyone goes on in their own way

Pretending that they’re all okay

While I’m the only one standing still

My chest is tight, I’m gasping for air

But the words won't come, they’re just not there

I could label it "just a feeling," it’s true

I could explain it all to you

But explaining doesn’t make it disappear

No, it’s still here

What am I supposed to do now?

With this heart that nobody wants to hold

Should I keep it close, or should I learn

To bury the bridge I tried to burn?

Should I act like nothing’s wrong at all?

Even now, knowing all too well

My sadness has no story left to tell

I’m still here, trying to understand

The shifting lines of this lonely land

I told myself I understood them all

That I tried to catch them when they fall

But in the end, the only thing that’s left

Is a feeling of which I’m bereft

A ghost that nobody remembers

Old sentiments are tossed as "childish" things

While I’m stuck here, clinging to the strings

Immature and falling far behind

In a world that’s left my soul assigned to the past

I told myself I shouldn't want or need

But I became a person filled with greed

The road back to the me who didn't care

Is longer than I thought, and far more bare

Is it time to go back to being "me"?

To the safe state where my heart was free

People's hearts just flow with the tide

Where the pressure pushes them to hide

So why am I the only one who stopped?

People’s hearts are like organic liquid flows

Shifting directions wherever the pressure goes

Swept away and returning to the start

As if nothing ever touched the heart

But I can’t find my way back yet

Not sure if there’s a place I should reset

Still, I can’t let go of everything quite yet

So I’ll leave this feeling in a song, a debt

Even if no one else will ever take it in

At least it won't vanish where it’s been

Even if no one ever knows the cost

This was the truth, it wasn't time I lost

Proving to the future version of me

That this was real as it could be

I guess I’ll have to walk again

Even without an answer to the pain

Without denying who I am today

I’ll find my way