Want You, Fear You

"I want to see you" and "I can't" press on your chest with the exact same force. You ache to be close to someone, and that same someone scares you. You're scared, and still the loneliness never lets go. "Want You, Fear You" is a song about living inside that contradiction.
An invitation lands and your hands go still. You mean to say yes, but the only thing that comes out clean is the excuse. Even when you do make it out, the way home turns into you replaying every word, picking yourself apart. By the time you're alone again, whatever felt good has soured into regret. And still the quiet of the night wins, so you catch yourself bracing for the next plan before you even notice. This isn't a song about getting over it or moving on. It's about the loop you can't step out of.
SoLunia, which has always turned unspeakable loneliness into music, doesn't hand you an answer. It won't tell you you're fine, or that you'll change. It simply stays beside you, in the same place, at the same temperature. A sound for the night, where the cold of electronic meets the rawness of alternative.
For the nights you want to get close but can't, let it play.