Lyric

I try to speak, but the words won't come

They turn to tears before I'm done

They overflow and fall from my eyes

But you just watch with a cold surprise

"Crying again?" is all that you say

With eyes of ice that turn me away

How can I reach you? How can I move you?

Why is it like this? Tell me, why?

I search for the words to make you see

But they’re all lost inside of me

If only my heart, if only my soul

Had a shape that I could hold and control

If I could show you what’s hidden inside

I wouldn’t have these tears to hide

Instead of tears, I want you to see

The smiling girl I used to be

I want those memories to stay in your head

But we’re apart, and I’m falling instead

It hurts so much, this distance we keep

While all my promises go far too deep

What can I say to hear you respond?

I've lost the courage to reach beyond

What can I say to bring you back?

Every hope is fading to black

I search for a sign, but there’s nothing left

Just a hollow heart, of love bereft

If only my heart, if only my soul

Had a shape that I could hold and control

I'd give it to you, I'd make you see

But I'm just a ghost of who I used to be

Why? Oh, why?

The silence is a heavy price

Why? Oh, why?

Frozen by your eyes of ice

What can I say to bring you back?

Every hope is fading to black

If only my heart, if only my soul

Had a shape that I could hold and control

If love had a shape, then you would know

Why I can’t let this feeling go

Only my heart

If I could give it a shape

I'm still waiting

Just these tears