Lyric

Kabhi kabhi dil chahta tha

Kisi par thoda sa sahara le loon

Par maangna kaise hai

Yeh kabhi seekha hi nahi

Sab kuch andar chhupa liya

“Aur main theek hoon” kehna seekh liya

Shayad kahin dil mein

Umeed thi koi samajh lega

Waqt phisalta raha

Main ghutnon ko baandhe baitha raha

Intezaar karta hua

Kisi haath ke badhne ka

Kuch shuru karne ke liye

Ek insaan ki taqat kam pad jaati hai

Maine isi ko bahaana bana liya

Keh diya, “Mujhse nahi hoga”

Yahin hoon main

Na sahara lena aata hai

Na bharosa karna

Na yakeen karna

Khud ko samjha liya

Ke main kuch nahi kar sakta

Kyunki haar maan lena

Zyada aasaan tha

Par shayad sach yeh hai

Main sirf dara hua tha

Apni kamzori ko

Ek naam dene se

Un raaton mein jab “madad karo”

Zubaan tak nahi aa paaya

Meri apni awaaz bhi

Mujhse sabse door thi

Zakhmon ko chhupa liya

Sabse bhi, khud se bhi

Jaise unhe na dekhna

Unhe mita dena ho

Maine socha akela khada rehna

Hi sabr karna hota hai

Isi ko taqat maana

Yahi khud ko batata raha

Jab kisi ne haath badhaya

Maine nazar hata li

Isliye nahi ke pakad nahi sakta tha

Par isliye ke kho dene se darta tha

Agar abhi bhi

Main apni awaaz ko

Thoda sa bahar aane doon

Kya woh haar hogi?

Ya shayad

Wahi shuruaat ho?

Sahara lena, bharosa karna

Abhi bhi seekh raha hoon

Par main khud ko

“Nakabil” nahi kahunga

Isi jagah se

Jahan ghutnon ko pakde baitha tha

Ek chhota sa kadam

Aage badhne ki koshish karunga