Lyric

Even if I cry out for help to someone

My breath is too faint to be heard by anyone

I couldn't even tell you

The words I needed to say

I just watched them fade away

If I could only close my eyes

And say that I don't care at all

Would I have been able to give up, before the fall?

My voice cannot reach you

It's so tiny that even the near can drown it out

Foolish as I am

I survived only by making a prayer

The more that time flows by

The further we drift apart under the sky

I didn't even notice the distance grown

Deeply believing in a lie I’ve known

I became just a part of the crowd

And vanished without a sound

Somewhere deep inside my heart, I’m sure

I’m still dreaming a dream that’s no longer pure

Even though I know

That no one will ever look my way

Even if I hope and pray

Reflected in the glass

A figure who accepted loneliness

By giving up on every chance of bliss

Even I don't know about myself

So I can't say that I want someone to understand

Even the things I must convey

I can't find the right words to say

Difficulties keep piling high

Every path of retreat has run dry

If this is all there is for me

Then I’ll accept this destiny

Throwing away everything I own

Even the expectations I’ve outgrown

Into the hollow night

Falling silently out of sight

Even this pain I feel today

Will surely be forgotten and wash away

Regrets I cannot drown out

If you can laugh at that, it helps me a bit

The gap between the ideal and the real

A reality that starts to reveal

Hiding the memories that have blurred

My heart wears a lie, without a word

Being stained and dyed deep

Into the endless thoughts I keep

I’ve sunken into the sleep