IG:@escape_81
俺はどこまで病気で
どこからが症状なの
これが甘えならば
最低な人間
だから
いつも自分のせいって
言ってもう一回頑張るんだ
俺はみんなと一緒でお昼の仕事
バーテンはとても楽しくて
向いていると思った
だけどみんなと一緒がいい
みんなと一緒がいい
だから、僕は俺なりの普通に
基準を合わせるんだ
だけど上手くできない
数字の間違い
考え方も少し違うみたい
寝不足の満員電車はしんどい
ほら、みんなが俺の事変な奴って
見てる気がして
次の駅まであと何分？
あぁ、逃げれない
あ、今日はダメな日だ
心の声がうるさくって
ほら動悸がきてる
ほら動悸がきてる
あぁ、良かった俺はやっぱ障害者みたい
俺がダメ奴で迷惑かけて
何もできないのも
全部病気のせいみたい
じゃあ仕方ない仕方ない
けどこの先も生きていかないといけない
なら、みんなと一緒がいい
みんなと一緒がいい
みんなと違うのが怖い
手当なんかいらない
だから俺を普通にしてください
なら努力しろよって
本末転倒な俺の考え方
人の肉と皮を被っただけの
ケダモノだから
こっそり消えて消えるよ
俺はどこまで病気で
どこからが症状なの
これが甘えならば
最低な人間
だから
いつも自分のせいって
言ってもう一回頑張るんだ
俺はみんなと一緒でお昼の仕事
みんなと一緒がいいんだよ
みんなと一緒になれない俺は
人を傷つけて
また1人になるのが怖いから
最初から
1人でいる事にしたんだ
だけどたまに沁みる人の優しさが
まだ普通を諦めさせてくれない
早く人間になりたい
なんて冗談でも言うなよ
人の心持った怪物よりも
人の皮を被った俺の方がタチ悪い
うんこ味のカレーくらい
おっと、汚い話ごめんなさい
ついでに生きててごめんなさい
IG:@escape_81
- Lyricist
Esc/ape
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Recording Engineer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
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- Rap
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Listen to The line between being sick and being spoiled by Esc/ape
Streaming / Download
- 1
Time of death
Esc/ape
- 2
Kafka
Esc/ape
- 3
Fire: the third house in Hirakata
Esc/ape
- 4
This album is crap:interlude
Esc/ape
- 5
Deviation
Esc/ape
- ⚫︎
The line between being sick and being spoiled
Esc/ape
E - 7
The medicine that stops you from crying at the students' graduation
Esc/ape
- 8
M and G:outro
Esc/ape
One morning, the young protagonist wakes up to find that he has transformed into a giant bug-like creature.
Suddenly, he can no longer work or even talk with his family. However, instead of worrying about him, his family is caught up in the reality that they have to keep working to support their lives.
At first, his family takes care of him, but as time goes on, he gradually starts being treated as a "nuisance" to the family.
He used to support his family, but because of his change in appearance, he is no longer needed. He ends up stuck in his room, isolated from both the outside world and his family.
Next album 10/26
Artist Profile
Esc/ape
Esc/ape is an active teacher and rapper with mental illness. A young rapper who is gaining attention again because he sings strong criticisms of society and Japanese religious culture born from his background as a second-generation religious person. His original expressions, created from a new perspective as an educator, are currently attracting attention to his childhood living environment and unique Japanese ideas.
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