

I'm still me!
What the hell am I supposed to do?
What’s left that I can hold on to?
I’m just waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
How the hell am I supposed to breathe?
In a world that don’t believe in me
Still I’m waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
I’m scared of all the eyes on me
This loneliness is killing me
My dreams, they’re gone away
I just wanna be happy someday
I swear I’m close, but it’s not what it’s for
Same cheap fix, now I want it no more
I'm still me!
In lonely nights I remembered
The quiet beyond I once felt
And the sense it’s coming back
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
I'm still me!
In mornings I can’t stand to live
I know even pain will fade
When we die, nothing remains
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
What the hell am I supposed to do?
What’s left that I can hold on to?
I’m just waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
How the hell am I supposed to breathe?
In a world that don’t understand me
Still I’m waiting for the wind to blow
A wind that won’t come, you know
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
Or does action make us find?
Does perception rule the mind?
It’s like my mind is melting down…!
I’m still me!
In lonely nights I remembered
The silence before I was born
That void still calls my name
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
I'm still me!
In mornings I can’t stand to live
I know even pain will fade
When we die, nothing remains
How could I have missed it?
How could I have missed it?
We are "Spiky Clown" of the Japan
I'm still me!
We were never on the same page
So I’m done chasing after you
Go find your own kind of peace
I wanted you too late
I wanted you too late
I'm still me!
I’ve changed, girl
It’s a little tragic, but I’m high on it
It's a little lonely
But I feel really free
I reached for you too late
I reached for you too late
I’m still me!
In lonely nights I remembered
The silence before I was born
That void still calls my name
The truth is, he’s always there, you know?
I'm still me!
I feel weightless
Nothing scares me now
I’m always ready for what comes next—
So the worst, best day starts
And I don’t care
What the hell am I supposed to do?
What’s left that I can hold on to?
I’m just waiting for the wind to blow
The wind that calms it all, you know
The new gate stands before us
- 作詞者
Lilly
- 作曲者
Lilly, 能登谷友悠
- レコーディングエンジニア
渡部秀典
- ミキシングエンジニア
渡部秀典
- マスタリングエンジニア
渡部秀典
- ギター
Yukihira
- ベースギター
Leon
- ドラム
Yu
- ボーカル
Lilly
- バックグラウンドボーカル
Lilly

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New Gate
Spiky Clown
絶望が臨界点を突破した時、人は無敵(ウェイトレス)になる。
『New Gate』が描くのは、綺麗事一切なしの心理変容のドキュメンタリー。
前半で歌われる「世界が自分を信じてくれない」というリアルな苦悩は、やがて死生観を巻き込んだ哲学的な問いへと昇華していく。特筆すべきは後半の急展開。かつて追い求めた「君(girl)」への未練を断ち切り、自分を縛っていたすべてを「燃え上がらせる」ことで、主人公は恐怖を克服してしまう。
「Nothing scares me now.(もう何も怖くない)」
最悪で、最高の一日が始まる。その達観した狂気とも言える爽快感が、リスナーの胸を激しく揺さぶる。ただのネガティブ・ソングではない、破滅の先にある「新しい扉 (New Gate)」をこじ開けるアグレッシブな一曲。
アーティスト情報
Spiky Clown
日本の4人組オルタナティブロックバンド。2024年に結成。 近日、新曲をリリース予定。