Lyric

衝動が失い今は何の為？My passion is gone and what am I living for now?

喪失感に攫われる日々 Days consumed by a sense of loss

これ以上の全てを抱えきれない I can’t bear any more of this

これは限界と妥協の板挟みなのか？Am I caught between my limits and compromise?

生きる為に身を安く価値を置くのか？Must I devalue myself just to survive?

イマ在る空間が万物の空気感に The space that exists now is overwhelmed by the atmosphere of all things

酷く呼吸困難に犯される leaving me struggling to breathe

あの時が俺の心を不安に襲って That moment attacked my heart with anxiety

息も出来なくあの時新宿でぶっ倒れ I collapsed in Shinjuku back then, unable to breathe

体も動かず止まない焦る冷汗とMy body wouldn't move, and the cold sweat of anxiety wouldn't stop

自心が破壊されそうな気分で leaving me feeling as if my very soul were about to shatter

結局原点すらも忘れ去られ In the end, even the origin was forgotten

最終的にはパニック障害を患った and I eventually developed panic disorder

何故だろう 何故だろうWhy Why

受け入れられないのは何故だろう Why can’t I accept it?

南無妙法蓮華経　南無妙法蓮華経 Namu Myōhō Renge Kyō Namu Myōhō Renge Kyō

神様に傷を塞いで欲しくて I want God to heal my wounds

不安がよぎれば糞な歪みを生み出す Whenever anxiety creeps in, it creates a shitty distortion

結局制御本能を守ったっても In the end, even if I cling to my instinct for control

上手く行かずに it won’t work out

ただ快楽を感じるだけだろ you’ll just end up feeling pleasure, right?

実際の心は非変に定まんだろ Your true heart remains unchanged, doesn’t it?

死ねクズゴミ Die, piece of trash,gerbage

戦の中に衝動は現れ Impulse emerges in the midst of battle

正しさに縋り過ぎても悪に纏わる even if you cling too tightly to righteousness,You’ll still be entangled in evil

無意識の中に超越性を作り出す Create transcendence within the unconscious

ならば答えはもう分かってんだろう？ So, you already know the answer, don’t you?

南無妙法蓮華経　南無妙法蓮華経 Namu Myōhō Renge Kyō Namu Myōhō Renge Kyō

神様に傷を塞いで欲しくて I want God to heal my wounds

不安がよぎれば糞な歪みを生み出す Whenever anxiety creeps in, it creates a shitty distortion

過去のやり方がどんなに間違っていても No matter how wrong my past ways may have been

今はやはり昔の気持ちに縋ってたい Right now, I still want to cling to those old feelings

昔の築き上げてきた物を否定できない I can’t deny what I built back then

どの様に存在すればいいのか分からない I don’t know how I’m supposed to exist

どこに消えた？どこに消えた？ Where did it go? Where did it go?

あの衝動が あの衝動が That impulse that impulse…

実際は目の前の感情を愛していたかった Actually,I just wanted to love the emotions right in front of me