

I'm being corrupted by apathy
That's too heavy a word to put away with "laziness"
So I'm trapped in a fear that no one will ever understand
(Never understood)
The rightness that someone has shown
Only applies to normal people
The feeling of isolation is
Emphasized by your words
Misinterpretation
Can you imagine?
Your kindness is making heretics suffer
If you think it's a sin to stagnate
Then tell me how to move on
You've never faced me, you just assumed
Should I disappear?
It is as if I am rejected by the world
A little discomfort gradually takes shape
I can't move
I can't move anymore
Fix me now
I don't want to be miserable any more
I just pray one day this suffering will end
But nothing, but nothing has changed today
If you think it's a sin to stagnate
Then tell me how to move on
You've never faced me, you just assumed
(You just assumed)
I fight the urge to die every day
Paralyze me with poison before I fall apart
I don't care if all a sham
And the day ends, leaving me again
Self-Hatred strikes me again
I can't breathe
Like a faulty machine
I been lost something
I made mistake
Over and over again
This leaden body is
Drowning into the deep
Sea of grief
There is no light
And yet the sun will rise again
Frozen time starts moving
Regardless of my will
Then I decided to try to live a little longer
Cuz the flowers were beautiful wet with morning dew
- Lyricist
Aporath
- Composer
Aporath

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Aporath
For those who carry their screams within. The band name is derived from a fusion of Aporia a philosophical term expressing the confusion born from coexisting contradictions and Wrath, the anger that rises in response to it. Defining their sound as Cinematic Alternative Metal, they craft an immersive sonic landscape where lyricism and heaviness collide. From chaos, they forge a modern, one of a kind world. In a time where no clear answers exist, an unspoken illusion of how one should be is imposed upon us. Those who deviate are met with ridicule and exclusion. Hidden behind anonymity, distorted malice corners the vulnerable, while normal nothing more than the median of prejudice breeds unconscious violence. And still, people are forced to live under the name of morality, suppressing what they truly feel. We want to be a voice that sounds the alarm in such a world and speaks for the pain of outsiders. Their music reaches out to those suffocating in sorrow, and those struggling just to be normal. Within the intensity lies a quiet sadness, a subtle kindness. Melodies that sway between stillness and motion, gently staying beside your pain and if they can become a spark that helps you break free, there is nothing more they could wish for.
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