Lyric

2:00 AM, my shadows on the floor

I’m staring at the handle of the bedroom door

Thinking ‘bout the way you said we’re “just okay”

While the blue light on my phone starts to fade away

I’m tracing every line of the map we drew

But every single road leads me back to you

And it’s quiet, too quiet in this empty space

I’m looking for a ghost, looking for your face

I’m counting every second like a heartbeat, slow

I just want to run, I just want to go

Maybe I’ll just drive ‘til I hit Panama

Lose myself in the stars like a cinema

Try to wash the taste of your name from my tongue

In the middle of the night while I’m feeling young and numb

Oh, I’m chasing a dream that I know is gone

Just a boy and his car waiting for the dawn

In Panama, yeah

I’m looking for a version of us in Panama

They say the ocean air can heal a broken heart

But I’m still falling down, still falling apart

Passed a billboard sign that looked like your smile

I haven't felt like myself for a little while

Now the dashboard clock is the only friend I know

And it’s quiet, too quiet in this empty space

I’m looking for a ghost, looking for your face

I’m counting every second like a heartbeat, slow

I just want to run, I just want to go

Maybe I’ll just drive ‘til I hit Panama

Lose myself in the stars like a cinema

Try to wash the taste of your name from my tongue

In the middle of the night while I’m feeling young and numb

Oh, I’m chasing a dream that I know is gone

Just a boy and his car waiting for the dawn

In Panama, yeah

I’m looking for a version of us in Panama

I’m tired of the "what-ifs" and the "should-have-beens"

I’m tired of the silence underneath my skin

If I make it to the border, will I feel okay?

Or will I carry this heavy heart all the way?

All the way

So I’m driving ‘til I hit Panama

A lonely silhouette like a cinema

Trying to wash the taste of your name from my tongue

In the middle of the night while I’m feeling young and numb

Oh, I’m chasing a dream that I know is gone

Just a boy and his car waiting for the dawn

In Panama, yeah

I’ll find a way to breathe again in Panama