My Curse Called Guilt Front Cover

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I Became Afraid of Freedom (feat. harchan2006, Nobuaki HP & Luminous Angels)

HAZUKI

あなたに触れられた日々が

私を静かに縛りつけて

気づけばひとりになる時間が

恐怖に変わっていた

Freedom feels like a distant lie

風の冷たささえ胸を刺し

知らない世界へ出るくらいなら

あなたの影で溶けていたい

夜の奥で怯える心が

そっと依存に染まっていく

自分の足で歩くことさえ

思い出せないほど弱くなって

あなたの声ひとつない世界なんて

まるで息ができない

I forgot how to stand alone

心の奥に残った空洞は

あなたの温度だけで満たされて

自由という言葉の重さに

震えながらうずくまる夜

逃げた方が苦しいなんて知らなかった

求めてしまったのは

愛じゃなくて“居場所”で

その優しさにすがるたびに

自由のドアが遠くなる

Please don’t let me go tonight

痛いほど抱かれるたび

生きている意味が

あなたに書き換えられていく

自由を怖がるようになった私は

Your shadow taught me how to feel

世界の広さが痛みに変わり

I run to you just to heal

ひとりの夜が冷たすぎて

Hold me tight, erase my fear

あなたの檻で呼吸をして

I choose your chains… to stay here

誰かのためじゃなく

自分の意思で動くことが

こんなに重たくて苦しいなんて

昔の私は知らなかった

I’m scared of my own choices now

選ぶたびに増える孤独が

心の奥を静かに蝕んで

自由の形を歪めてゆく

あなたの腕の中にいれば

未来は考えなくてすむのに

逃げるはずだった自由に

自分から背を向けていく

あなたの温度のほうが

ずっと“安全”に感じてしまう

I fear the world outside your touch

闇にひとり落ちてしまったら

二度と立ち上がれない気がして

だから縛られる痛みでさえ

あなたの証のようで

そっと胸に抱きしめてしまう

あなたがいない時間は

心臓の鼓動が不安定になって

どこまでが現実で

どこからが恐怖なのか分からない

Stay with me in this fragile night

小さな音にも怯えながら

あなたの影を探してしまう

光よりも暗さのほうが

私には落ち着くなんて

気づきたくなかった真実

自由になったところで

生きる術を忘れてしまった

あなたの手で形を作られた

弱い心のままでいたい

  • Lyricist

    HAZUKI

  • Composer

    HAZUKI, Nobuaki HP

  • Producer

    HAZUKI

  • Vocals

    harchan2006, Nobuaki HP

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My Curse Called Guilt

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    I Became Afraid of Freedom (feat. harchan2006, Nobuaki HP & Luminous Angels)

    HAZUKI

The latest release by Hazuki (HARA HAZUKI) and Nobuaki HP delivers a high-speed sound inspired by the Touhou Project dynamic atmosphere. Blending elements of Nightcore, Eurobeat, and Trance, and layered with DJ effects designed for the dance floor, this track captures both the intensity of the club and the fantasy of the night. With dazzling synths, driving kicks, and a gothic-tinged melodic line, the song radiates addictive energy that pulls listeners into its world. It is fast, dark, and euphoric a track built to ignite discos and clubs alike. Composed by Hazuki (HARA HAZUKI) & Nobuaki HP Experience the rush of speed, fantasy, and club euphoria all in one track.

Artist Profile

  • HAZUKI

    HARA HAZUKI, also known as Hazuki, is a Japanese music producer, composer, and songwriter. In addition to performing under the name Hazuki, some of her works are released under the name HAZUKI HARA across various music distribution platforms. Her music spans a wide range of genres, including Eurobeat, Nightcore, Trance, Anime Music, J-Pop, and Rock. She is recognized for blending high-energy, fast-paced soundscapes with atmospheric, dark, and fantasy-inspired musical worlds. Her compositions are characterized by memorable melodies, dynamic arrangements, and an emotional balance between powerful dance music and expressive pop. Alongside her own artist career, HARA HAZUKI is active as a composer, arranger, sound producer, and songwriter, contributing to original productions and music collaborations. She continuously releases new music through TikTok, YouTube, Spotify, Apple Music, and other major streaming platforms, sharing her work with listeners around the world. Driven by the concept of "telling stories through music," HARA HAZUKI creates genre-defying works that combine emotion, speed, and imagination. She continues to expand her musical vision by producing distinctive soundscapes that resonate with audiences both in Japan and internationally.

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    HAZUKIの他のリリース

  • harchan2006

  • Nobuaki HP

    Nobuaki Hara Composer Sound Producer Arranger Pianist Keyboardist DJ Nobuaki Hara is a Japanese composer, sound producer, arranger, pianist, keyboardist, and DJ. With a strong foundation in piano performance and music production, he creates and arranges music across a wide range of genres, including pop, anime music, dance, rock, electronic, and instrumental. He currently serves as the sound producer, arranger, keyboardist, and DJ for the music project of composer and artist HARA HAZUKI, contributing to the project's signature sound through creative arrangements, production, and live performances. Known for combining expressive melodies with modern production techniques, Nobuaki Hara is dedicated to crafting music that is both emotionally engaging and sonically powerful. His work focuses on enhancing each composition while delivering a unique musical experience for audiences in Japan and around the world.

  • Luminous Angels

HARA HAZUKI Sound Works

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