Lyric

It’s strange, but being alone feels less lonely

Than being here with you, who was my one and only

Even when you hold me, a chill runs through my soul

I’m shivering in shadows I can’t control

I’m staring only at you, with eyes so wide and true

Everything I ever wanted was centered around you

But your lying kindness is a blade that cuts so deep

Dropping me into a hell that I’m forced to keep

Welcome to this hell of lingering regret

A place of broken promises I haven't finished yet

You’re drowning me in mercy that’s nothing but a lie

Watching all my passion slowly start to die

It’s a cruel kind of heaven, a beautiful despair

I know there’s someone else living in your mind

Hiding in the corners of the secrets that you find

When you whisper to me, I should feel a spark

But I only feel the sorrow growing in the dark

I’m staring only at you, with eyes so wide and true

Everything I ever wanted was centered around you

Break this chain of suffering, let me fly away

Just tell me that you hate me, find the words to say

Set me free from this cycle, push me to the floor

Tell me that you don't even love me anymore

Anything is better than this hollow, open door

Welcome to this hell of lingering regret

A place of broken promises I haven't finished yet

You’re drowning me in mercy that’s nothing but a lie

Watching all my passion slowly start to die

Your "kindness" is the poison

Your "touch" is the cage

Turn the final page

I’m staring only at you, with eyes so wide and true

Everything I ever wanted was centered around you

But your lying kindness is a blade that cuts so deep

Dropping me into a hell of lingering regret

Unending hell

Just let me go

Cold, so cold