歌詞

I count the pulse

Under my hand

A little change

I don’t understand

The room is dark

The screen is blue

I study me

Like I am proof

Under observation

Quiet and small

Nobody holds me

By watching it all

I test the air

I read my face

One softer breath

Can feel like fate

My body speaks

In minor signs

I turn each one

Into a line

I know too much

To let it go

Not quite enough

To really know

Keep me in view

Keep me contained

Name every shadow

But not the pain

Under observation

I stay awake

Held by the looking

Not by the safe

If I am fine

Why am I scared

If I am seen

Why am I there

I need a hand

Not just a light

I need a way

Back to my life

Under observation

Quiet and small

I watch myself

Until I dissolve

Under observation

Nothing is wrong

Nothing is over

I wait too long