あなたの隣で 息をしているのに
私はガラス越しに 見られているみたい
どれだけ言葉を 積み上げてみても
あなたの瞳を 通り抜けて消える
鏡に映る 私の輪郭が
少しずつ 薄くなっていく気がした
名前を呼んで 一度でいいから
ここにいるよって 叫びたいのに
私を見て ただ真っ直ぐに見て
世界の端っこで 震えてる私を
光の射さない この孤独の底で
あなたの視線だけ 待ち続けてる
ねぇ、私の存在を 証明して
笑いかけるたび 心が削れて
いい子の仮面が また重くなる
あなたの知らない 私の暗闇を
全部暴いて 壊してほしいのに
繋いだ手から 体温が逃げていく
空っぽの私に 気づいてくれないね
優しい無視は どんな言葉よりも
私の心を 鋭く切り裂く
私を見て 逸らさずに見て
綺麗な私だけが 私じゃないから
濁った想いも 醜い寂しさも
あなたの瞳に 焼き付けてほしい
ねぇ、私をここに 繋ぎ止めて
もしも私が 明日いなくなったら
あなたは少しだけ 困ってくれますか？
それとも 最初からいなかったように
穏やかな朝を 迎えるのでしょうか
私を見て 私だけを見て
青い闇の中 溺れてしまう前に
震えてる 泣いている 本当の私を
あなたのその眼差しで 見つけてほしい
その瞬間に やっと私は私になれる
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Deep Sea Afterimage
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English Explanation: The Heart Behind "Deep Sea Afterimage"
A dark ballad depicting a heavy and tranquil solitude, much like sinking to the bottom of a sea where light never reaches.
Uncertainty of Existence: The fear of feeling invisible, as if one's very existence is becoming transparent while standing right next to someone, is compared to the setting of the "deep sea."
Resistance Without Shouting: Instead of high-pitched belting, the focus is on deep, whispered vocals to express the "wordless screams" that have settled at the very bottom of the heart.
A Prayer for Recognition: The plea "Look at me" is more than just obsession; it is a desperate prayer to affirm one's own existence through the eyes of another.
Artist Profile
kattsu-an
I share my music regularly releasing songs five times a week using five AI singers The reason for this schedule is simple: my wife once told me Its the same kind of music every day so I decided to keep things fresh and evolving My Passion The thrill of falling in love The quiet pain of feelings left unspoken The hope of living true to yourself I believe that music has the power to heal and inspire. Thats why I pour my heart into every lyric and melody to create songs that resonate deeply and stay with you long after the music fades. My Dream My biggest dream is to continue making the music I love while building an animal rescue shelter I want to save the lives of animals who suffer because of human decisions To achieve this, I want my music to reach even more hearts around the world and expand my activities for a greater cause. Stay Connected If my music or my dream resonates with you, Id be truly grateful for your support sharing, spreading, and listening Ill keep creating songs that stay close to your heart and remind you that youre never alone
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