歌詞

The apartment’s too quiet tonight

Even the clock sounds lonely

Funny how silence

Can feel louder than heartbreak

You asked me if I’d be okay

And I lied without even thinking

Said “don’t worry about me”

While already falling apart inside

I watched you grab your jacket slowly

Like maybe time would stop you somehow

But love doesn’t work like movies

People still leave when you need them most

Now your toothbrush is still here

Like a tiny unfinished sentence

And every little thing you forgot

Feels more alive than me tonight

I acted strong because I loved you

But honestly

I wanted you to stay

I wish you didn’t leave me alone

I wish you saw how scared I was

I kept pretending I could handle it

While drowning quietly in us

You walked away so gently

Like kindness could soften goodbye

But after you

Even my own room feels unfamiliar tonight

Truth is

I never wanted space

I never wanted distance

I just wanted you to hold me

One more time

Oh-oh-oh

Some people leave too softly

Oh-oh-oh

And somehow that hurts the most

I still sleep with the TV on

Just to hear another human voice

Cause silence keeps replaying

Everything I should’ve said

Maybe I should’ve begged harder

Maybe pride ruined everything

Cause deep down

I didn’t want to be “understood”

I wanted to be chosen

My friends keep saying

“You’ll find somebody better”

But love isn’t a competition

It’s just your name at 2 AM again

I said “I’ll be fine alone”

While secretly hoping you’d turn around

I wish you didn’t leave me alone

I wish you heard the panic in my smile

I kept acting independent

While emotionally collapsing every night

Now every notification

Still makes my heartbeat stop

And every stranger in your perfume

Feels like reopening the wound

Truth is

I didn’t need perfect love

I just needed you

To stay

Maybe the saddest people

Are the ones who never ask to be saved

Cause they’re afraid

Needing someone

Makes them harder to love

But honestly

I needed you

More than I ever admitted

I wish you didn’t leave me alone

Not like this

Not while I still loved you completely

Not while my heart was still reaching for yours

You said

“Take care of yourself”

But I never knew how to do that without you

So now I talk to ghosts

Sleep beside memories

And replay your goodbye

Like changing the ending might save me somehow

I wish you didn’t leave me alone

Because part of me

Still hasn’t survived it

The TV’s still glowing

Morning’s almost here

And somehow

I’m still waiting

For the sound of your keys at the door