Lyric

I wanted to be your number one

The one you love, the only one

But I was never even close

Just someone you almost chose

There was her

And her again

I never stood a chance back then

So why did I believe it’s true

That you might choose me over you

Why did I dream

Something so unreal?

Why did I think

You might feel what I feel?

I wanted to be the one you chose

But deep inside, I always knew

No matter how hard I held on

I’d never be enough for you

I thought maybe

Just maybe

You’d turn around and see me

That I was more than just a name

But nothing ever changed

I don’t wanna say I’m fine

I don’t wanna leave this behind

’Cause even all this pain I feel

Is proof that what I felt was real

Every ache inside my chest

Every tear I never said

It’s all because I loved you true

And I don’t wanna lose that too

I don’t wanna forget you

I don’t wanna move on

I just wanna remember

How it felt this long

I don’t wanna forget you

Even if it hurts

I just wanna keep you

In every word