救ったその手と
わたしを沈めたその手は
同じで
傷口を撫でる指で
また深く切りつける
何回も見とれた横顔に
何度も失望しても
抱きしめられるたび
わたしの覚悟が揺らいでしまう
不安と安心の間で 立ち尽くしたときに
君の目をみて
何度も何度も信じた
絶望と幸福の分かれ道で
君の無垢な言葉のほうを選んでは
どちらも間違えたけれど
後悔はしていないよ
ぶつかって
傷つけあって
重なり合って
引力のように惹かれあっては
わめいても
もがいても
苦しんでも
どうしてもうまくはいかないんだよ
それでも
もう一度わたしの心を突き刺して
首筋をもう一度
強くつかんで
わたしの前でしか見せない
あなたをもう一度さらけ出して
好きを越えた関係になってしまったせいで
わたしは もう誰も愛せない
不安と安心の間で
君の目を見て
もう一度、もう一度って信じた
絶望と幸福の分かれ道で
君の言葉を迷わずに選ぶ
どちらも間違えたけれど
後悔よりも それはわたしがわたしであること
それでも
あなたを愛したことだけは
わたしから奪えない
わたしから 奪わせない
- Lyricist
Shuka / Room no.38
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Synthesizer
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- Vocals
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Bad for Me
Shuka / Room no.38
Even after being hurt even after being disappointed
I still waver every time I am held
When the hand that saved me
is the same hand that pulled me under
Even though I know I should walk away
I keep choosing that person again and again
caught between anxiety and comfort
despair and happiness
I do not want the mistakes
the pain
or even the love I gave
to become something I have to call wrong
You cannot take away the fact that I loved you
That is mine
And I will not let you take it from me
This is a song about a relationship
where love and pain can no longer be separated
Artist Profile
Shuka / Room no.38
shuka / Room no.38. While centered on hiphop and J-pop, I focus not on expressing emotions as they are, but on putting into words the process in which emotions waver, break, and distort. Rather than offering healing or answers, I value leaving untouched areas and ambiguous in-between states exactly as they are. I see music not as something that heightens emotion, but as a rhythm through which thought moves forward. I move across genres such as ballads , rock, EDM, and K-pop, choosing the form that best fits the expression. Sincerity over clarity. The present moment over completion. These sounds and words are not a story of searching for myself, but a record of being alive here and now. The form of each song is not limited to ballads, EDM, or hip hop. Starting from poetry, I choose only the sounds that are necessary. I value the uniqueness of what only I can write.
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