Lyric

I deleted every picture

Still remember where they were

Turned your name into a number

But I know it when it glows

Every night I make a promise

I will never let you in

Then you send a single message

And I’m right back there again

I know the way this ends

I know what you will do

But all the damage disappears

The second I hear you

Don’t call me

I’ll pick up

Don’t touch me

I’ll give in

I know you’re bad for me

But I still react to everything

One word

One look

And all my walls come down

I hate the way I need you

When I know I need you out

I can feel you in the silence

Even when you’re not around

Every stranger wears your shadow

Every voice becomes your sound

When you leave, I start to miss you

When you stay, I lose myself

I keep reaching for the poison

Like there’s nothing else that helps

I know this isn’t love

At least not anymore

So why am I still waiting

For your footsteps at my door?

Don’t call me

I’ll pick up

Don’t touch me

I’ll give in

I know you’re bad for me

But I still react to everything

One word

One look

And all my walls come down

I hate the way I need you

When I know I need you out

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Maybe I don’t want you

Maybe I just want the rush

Maybe I confuse the hurting

With the feeling of your touch

Every time I almost leave you

You become the one I knew

And I fall for that illusion

Like I always, always do

Don’t call me

I’ll pick up

Don’t say it

I’ll believe

I know you never loved me

Like the way I made you need me

One word

One look

And I forget the truth

I hate the way my body

Still belongs to you