Lyric

I’m wasted like hell

Even before the party starts

Breaking the ice is easy for me

Thanks to these drinks and pills

I forgive myself for being this way

I’m walking home thinking about how it was like to be

Socially fit

I used to have wit

Now all I say is the same old boring shit

Daydreaming of my last bad mistake

It might just take some time for me to talk to you face to face

My eyes just glaze over

I’m not looking you in the eyes

Oh this isn’t working out

I’ll catch up with you later or see you later forever

I’m a wreckage on a shore

Read my letter in the mailbox at the backdoor

I’m dying

But right now I can see what’s in front of me

Tic toc like the beat of my favorite songs

Hey look here’s another casualty

Time flies when I look into the past

After all I’m the one who should leave here

I could see it coming

I can hear the clinks

They’re humming with my last bad mistakes

When the morning comes

Another scar I’d get

It might just take some time for me to talk to you face to face

My eyes just glaze over

I’m not looking you in the eyes

Oh this isn’t working out

I’ll catch up with you later or see you later forever

I don’t know if I still rely on uncertainties

Choking on my words when there’s something more to say

Oh the seasons keep going

I won’t be coming back to you until I get sober

I don’t remember the nights

But I remember what was in my stomach

It was burning away with my pride

It might just take some time for me to talk to you face to face

My eyes just glaze over

I’m not looking you in the eyes

Oh this isn’t working out

I’ll catch up with you later or see you later forever

I don’t know if I still rely on uncertainties

Choking on my words when there’s something more to say

Oh the seasons keep going

I won’t be coming back to you until I get sober