

I keep counting days like lights in the dark
I smile, but something trembles inside
I say I’m fine and I turn away too fast
But my heart stays where you are
I’m afraid of words I can’t define
Every answer slips away
If life is only borrowed time
Tell me what I should save
After dozens of nights
I try to line up “I love you”
But the words fall short
They always do
After dozens of nights
I reach for something true
Not perfect or complete
Just honest with you
I wanted to be brave, but I hesitate
I change my mind like shifting skies
I wake from dreams where you’re not there
And feel the fear I try to hide
Some nights I’m selfish, some nights I’m small
I don’t know what love should prove
But when you stay, the room feels real
Like morning breaking through
After hundreds of nights
I try to line up “I love you” again
Still not enough
Still reaching for your hand
After hundreds of nights
I ask for something to believe
A fragile truth
That lets me breathe
Don’t leave me
You were the only one who heard my quiet voice
My tears turned into echoes
I hope they didn’t hurt your heart
After thousands of nights
I’ll line up “I love you” for real
Not just to be heard
But to let you feel
After ten thousand nights
So I won’t forget this view
All that I am becoming
I give it to you
- Lyricist
Kisaragi Studio
- Composer
Kisaragi Studio
- Producer
Kisaragi Studio
- Mixing Engineer
Kisaragi Studio
- Mastering Engineer
Kisaragi Studio
- Vocals
Kisaragi Studio
- Songwriter
Kisaragi Studio

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After Dozens of Nights
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This is not a song.
It's a spoken word piece designed to trigger thought, not comfort.
Created for late nights, solitude, and moments of self-reflection.
Minimal, dark, ambient hip-hop beats support raw words
about reality, self-awareness, and personal awakening.
No motivation clichés.
No empty positivity.
This audio is for those who feel something is off in their life
and are ready to confront it.
Listen alone. With headphones.



