Lyric

My words and deeds are always defined by how people around see me

Don't you dare appraise me please

I've been wondering what's keeping terrifying me

My fucking head is always above the clouds

Getting used to this means I give in everything that I couldn't change

I'm sick of living

When I sink on my knees, will I finally know how many things I lost?

But so afraid of not being in the right frame of mind

I should not, should not go on like this

And I'm even exploiting the words

Of someone else to hide away

To hide away my feelings

I'm at a dead end?

No, I just can't stop second-guessing myself

All I have now is a dither

I feel the end staring at me

I don't mean to criticize myself

So don't get me wrong mark my words, all I've got is my own self-love

The end's staring at me

But I'm not willing to work my hands to the bone to change my fate

I'll be pushing daisies up without changing from a fucking detestable thing

So write me off

Right away

I feel the end staring at me

What made me so indecisive?

Write me off

Right away

So I can go to where no one can find me