歌詞

I'm replaying it, but fixing my lines this time

Nothing happened, nothing happened — okay, something happened

Closed the door, then said something out loud to nobody

Got no one to tell, so I'm telling the ceiling

Told myself be normal, gave that up in a second

Practiced looking bored, my face refused to do it

Breathe it out slow

Nope, that didn't work

Got me talking to the ceiling again

Went to sit down, stood right back up

Not gonna fight it — no point, it shows

Losing it quietly, in my kitchen

Could turn the lights out, call it a night

Could wipe this stupid smile off whenever

But nobody's here and I'm doing just fine

I kind of like me like this tonight

Poured a glass of water, forgot why I was holding it

Checked the time three times, couldn't tell you what it said

Walking a little too light for someone with no reason

Got no one to tell, so the ceiling gets it twice

Told myself calm down, that lasted half a hallway

Tried to look unbothered, my whole face said otherwise

Count to ten real slow

Got distracted at five

Got me talking to the ceiling again

Went to sit down, stood right back up

Not gonna fight it — no point, it shows

Losing it quietly, in my kitchen

Could turn the lights out, call it a night

Could wipe this stupid smile off whenever

But nobody's here and I'm doing just fine

I kind of like me like this tonight

So this is me now, grinning at the wall

Left the lights on, talking to nobody at all

Just me and the ceiling and this — whatever this is

Not turning it off, not tonight

Got me talking to the ceiling again

Went to sit down, stood right back up

Not gonna fight it — no point, it shows

Losing it quietly, in my kitchen

Could turn the lights out, call it a night

Could wipe this stupid smile off whenever

But nobody's here and I'm doing just fine

I kind of like me like this tonight

Told myself be normal

Yeah, that didn't happen

Nobody's gonna hear it

Just the ceiling and me

It's heard worse