Lyric

Confronting is hurting you

And I am forced to witness that moment

Because I am the perpetrator

I curse myself everyday

I am the one sharpening the edge of the blade

How many times in my life will I lie to myself?

Truth and reality are not the same thing

Do you know what is sharper than a knife?

I don't want to tell you that

Every drop of blood gives me vitality, every beat of my heart keeps me oxygenated

But they are countdowns for me

Everything blames for me

What you want may not be what you need

That no one can confirm

Maybe you don't need to know

Maybe you should not know it

All things are inextricably linked

Someone's hand will always maintain the balance

I hate everything about me

I shame to be myself

I know I am aware of it, but I also know I should not be aware of it

The scariest thing of all is to act like I'm aware of it and pretend I'm not

Cursed by myself